I am feeling very sensitive and upset with a so called friend of mine who asked me to listen to her vent about her friend and now it seems that she feels bad about acting like a stupid bitch and is now trying to tell me that it is my fault. Those were not her words per se but that is the spirit. She feels I did not temper her anger and that I should have calmed. I was floored. I felt like I spent a lot of time listening, reflecting, suggesting and calming her crazy ass the fuck down. No matter what I said she was determined to be angry. Now she tells me "I never said I was angry you told me I was angry" I am like what kind of psycho bullshit is that. Daum. I listened to her crazy ass it becuase I wanted to be helpful and because I did not see where she was coming from a place of maliciousness just being senstive, scared and hurt. I know I can be like that sometimes so I guess I recognized that part of my self in her. But once the issue was resolved instead of her being like oh cool its all good--- her response was to try to tell me that she would not have been so mad if it were for me talking to her. Classic projective identification. I am sodaum mad. But worse is beyond mad my feelings are hurt becuase Iam very sensitive. I try to play fair and live well and daum I feel hurt when others act stupid like this. I am about to go out on a very fun date with someone I really like and here I am worrying about some drama that is not mine. I feel mad at myself because i am just too sensitive. And I feel like a complete fool for trying to be kind to then turn around and get slapped in the face. I wish I did not let silly stuff get to me. I wish I were a cold hearted bitch but that is just not who I am suppose to be in this life time. OK I said it. I am going to try to leave it here in tis tribe so I can go have me some fun. Thank you---Glitter